I am so full of hate today. I don't know what's wrong with me. I'm not PMS-ing. Is there such this as post MS-ing?
It started this morning when I walked through my building's lobby to the Starbucks to get coffee. There were Christmas Carolers in the lobby. As I walked past them, I felt this surge of loathing rise up inside me and I thought, for just one moment, how wonderful it would be to beat the shit out of them. That's not like me.
Then at lunch, the lady at the deli told me she was out of turkey for my sandwich. Again, the surge of loathing, and I felt the words, "Go fuck yourself," rising up. Luckily I was able to keep them down.
And later this afternoon I may or may not have told my girlfriend that I would "fly down there and personally mace the bitch myself," if I had to sit through one more news story about Miss Puerto Rico and the case of the pepper spray perpetrator.
Where is this coming from? I should be happy. I found fucking FABULOUS shoes to go with "the dress" for Saturday night.
Posted by TheTrixie at 5:35 PM